Art and life

Went for a walk today, have to keep up with my exercising, the plan is to lose weight slowly.  My sugar  is still
low like 61-192. It use to be 200-500. I say that's an improvement. My weight was 234 now it's 205. So I'm getting there just slowly. Everyone I talk to don't seem to be worried about their check, I trying not to worry and put it in God's hands.  I know it can go either way.  That's why I'm a little worried, God always answers your prayers, just that sometimes, he says "No". But than their will be another door you have to open to something new, I just don't know if I'm ready for another door.

This is another picture I drew years ago, I call it "Good Eating".

Art of Mines

This another of my drawings, It's Wonder Women, tell me if you like it or not.

Entertainment

I watched this movie last night called "Amazing Grace", a beautiful written movie about Mr. William Wilberforce.

who helped the slaves get their freedom. I loved this movie.

Light At The End

I feel that things will work out the way I plan them, we will both be in our own place by, this time next month.

I will be very happy when this happens, and so will Mr. A. he was calling our son the other day asking him to come pick him up to go to his house, got mix up on the days, we told him he have to wait on his check before he could move in, haven't paid the rent yet. So I believe he will be happy also to move. I don't worry much about Mr. A. these days like I use to, he taking good care of himself. I will be putting up some drawings of mines for all to see, I wish someone would tell me what they think of them.

Family

Bubba said that he's getting back to his old self, and I can see he is, I'm very happy for him.  He even said that he can see better out of his bad eye.  We will be separating next month, him to his house me to mines, and it's the best thing we can do for each other, we have known each other since I was 14 years old, and he was 24, we have a son together, who is 32 years old.  We are parting as friends, friends with respect for one another. There is no hurt feelings, no heart-brakes, no anger, sadness, or even joy. Just an understanding of what brought us to this point.  We have been through it all, you name it we went threw it, together. But I must say we never cheated on each other, not saying one of us or both didn't think about it. I care for him very much and hope that he finds love in his life.  I don;t have that feeling that I want to find love at all right now. I'm happy, and will be very happy to just be by-myself next month, I have plenty of plans.

I believe that everyone is going to get their checks on the first and the third next month, I think the government is

just trying to scare us, or they are lying about the dead line, just like they lied about we were running out of gas, and oil.  I hope I am right but we will all see come the first and third. I'm going continue being positive even if I check my bank and noting in there, I won't be sad, angry and negative about it, I will just make another plan to live my and know that God never left my side, and will show me the way.

Blessed And Know It

Went walking today, walked from my house to downtown, where I visited the Library, checked up some movies, and CD's.  Than looked up some records, found some on my mother.  After this walked over to visit my
sister, daughter and Aunt, who all were doing fine. Now at home, Bubba doing alright was cooking himself something to eat when I got back.

This is a picture I drew long ago, it's a Dragon.